December Smiles

It's December now! 1 more month to 2009, and everyone will be so excited *dunno excited for what*. I spend my day doing Management Studies assignment and it's due date is this coming Wednesday. It's not really hard, but I don't like to deal with things that is irrelevant (that's what I call it). This subject looks more like an economic subject, good thing I studied Accounting during form 4 and form 5, makes me hate it less. This week I have a lab, and another one for next week, it means that I have to finish 2 reports next week. Life is so busy here.

It's already 9p.m, still typing my assignment slowly while clicking around facebook pages. Suddenly, Zi Jian msn me, ask me whether got camera or not, and tell me to walk out and have a look. Before I can even finish the line, Cheryl msn me also, asking me to do the same thing... OK, then I grab my jacket and went out to have a look.

First Zi Jian:

Then Cheryl:

Wow! God is drawing the sky! In the dark night, there lies 2 stars above the crescent moon, and it makes a shape of a smiling face! I think LORD knows everyone is having trouble (KTT students are going oversea soon, Nilai students having final exam, Nottingham students rushing for assignments).

I know it's quite impossible, but I used my digi cam to snap the sky. No matter how I zoom it, or whatever mode I used, I still can't snatch a perfect one. The "right eye" star is not bright enough, and it's too far from me! I asked Audri out, his camera is better, but he said cannot also. It's kinda dissapointing, it will be so nice if we're able to snap it. Then I just spend some time outside my house holding my camera and watching the sky.

Tried so many times, but non turn out good:




It should be something like this (Edited):

This again reminds me, we human try to make beautiful things last forever, but we know that we can't. We won't learn to appreciate something until we lost it, that's human, being the most intelligent of all living things but also foolish at the same time. Then when it comes to time that we must let it go, we start blaming everything except ourselves. We're too clever until we blinded ourselves from the truth.

Transferring to Nottingham hits me really hard. Life is not the same, sometimes I'll figure that am I getting dumb? or I'm never clever. Frankly speaking, I did consider escaping back to Nilai or Inti, at least life will be a lot more wonderful. Nah! I already made this mistake once in 2006, just because I don't want to face the trouble (can't maintain my grades), and I escaped. Trying to start a new life, hoping things can start all over again (but it turned out quite well indeed). Nevermind, I'm given a chance by God years ago, and now I gonna do it. No matter what happen, I just need to go on. Besides, things aren't the same anymore, I'm not alone, and I'm spiritually well-equiped (compare to last year, not even know who He is).

Aw... The 2 paragraphs above were what I thought while I'm walking around my housing area, trying to get a better view of the smiling face. Guess I think too much. Went to Kai Seng's house, wanna show them the sky, too bad there's no one home. Then walked to Kitt's house, awesome... he even noticed it since 7p.m just now. Then I end up taking my own photos in front of my gate.

Kitt's puppy, Jojo:


I still prefer my puppy, Aegis:

Maybe keeping those sad things in mind are not that good. Just like Kai Seng told me, "we invite DEFEAT when we REMEMBER what we should FORGET." Hey~ it's not easy to forget it OK, that fall is really painful! But glad that I'm here right now, how God had cure me through showing me good people that come to my life, in Nilai and Nottingham. Thanks for the smile, LORD, thanks for encouraging. It's really a ray of happy light that You send us in the dark.

Song of Songs chapter 4, a Young Man is praising how beautiful the Young Woman is (I think she's his wife). Maybe this book is about love? Being faithful to your another half? Anyway, LORD, I pray for the students in Nilai University College. They're starting their final exams this week. Shaun is going to have his last final exam in his life (if he passes), next semester he'll taking a subject that is 100% courseworl. Tze is also graduating degree after this exam and will join the working society. LORD, bless them for this last final. Matt and Ivan will be going to somewhere else to continue they're studies (Matt to US and Ivan to Kuching?). LORD, let Your blessings be with them wherever they go and let it be the best way for them. Charles is also finishing in Inti, pray that his final project will be working, and also LORD, prepare him for the next challenge that he will face in the industry. Thank You LORD, for all that You've done. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.