Exam is Here

Hate to know that tomorrow (Thursday) is my first exam in Nottingham University. I haven't experience the exam environment here yet, hope it's not too big difference compare to Nilai UC. My last paper is on 19th Jan, what a long way to go *sigh*.

I had gone through 7 semesters in Nilai UC, means 7 final exam had I taken. However, not any of the exam is as stressful as this one, not even the graduating one! Study week before exam somehow implies "holidays" to me, but not anymore. I spent all my time studying (except for the christmas break in Nilai) until I slept so late every night, but wasted a lot of time on animes and badminton though. The saddess thing is, I still have no confident for the exam.

Still enjoying even it's exam week in Nilai UC:

The 5 subjects of this semester are really killing me. The time of the papers are as below:

• Differential Equations & Calculus - 08 Jan 09
• Management Studies A - 12 Jan 09
• Structural Vibration 1 - 14 Jan 09
• Thermodynamics 2 - 15 Jan 09
• Solid Mechanics 2 - 19 Jan 09

Even for the easiest paper (math) that is tomorrow morning, I had a hard time resolving the pass year papers. Besides, I haven't start studying for Management and Solid! Because I'm having the two toughest subjects, Vibration and Thermo papers 2 days in a roll. Argh! It's just killing me!

I can't deny that studying under pressure made me think of escaping again, just like during A-level time. I surfed around Monash University and Inti UC websites, actually there're still time to register... Haiz, when it comes to this kind of questions, I'll force myself not to think about it. Honestly, I don't know what I'm talking now, quite blur and worried.

Some ex-highschool classmates are back in KK for their holidays (Wennie, Edwin, Arthur and Jeremy). Well, I don't mind not being back this time, just wish that they enjoy their time... while facing this big challenge of mine.

Isaiah 33:2, But LORD, be merciful to us, for we have waited for you. Be our strength each day and our salvation in times of trouble. LORD, please give me the wisdom to go through all of this, just like how you had blessed me in Nilai UC. Also, I pray for fellow graduates from Nilai UC who are finding jobs or looking for further studies (Tze, Shaun, Wetex, Jason and Ivan), please be with them. I believe if we continue stay close to Him, we'll meet one day, for sure. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.